guests & sketchblog
January 30, 2007
my head hurts and i hate studying.
sometimes, i just don’t want to see any guests. i don’t want to have to entertain them, or work at keeping a conversation going. i just want people to leave me alone to myself. it’s not like i hate other people, but i just feel like i have to work hard at keeping a certain image up in front of others. i can’t be sloppy or boring or mean in front of them. i have to keep up interesting things to say so they’ll like me. it’s just so much work.
sometimes, i just want to sit at my computer, writing, sketching, or listening to music. sometimes all of them combined (somehow).
i wonder if i should make a sketchblog. i’ve never shown anybody my work before. i’m a little nervous. what would they think of it? i should probably make it anonymous, and see what strangers on the internet think of my work. if i get a positive reply i might show it to my friends. or i can make a new blog, put selected pieces on there, and then show it to my friends. i don’t think i’ll get all that far with my sketching. it’s just a way for me to release my creativity.
